Thoughts right now :
Weeks.
Just weeks.
Am I prepared?
Can I do it?
A time of real panic.
A time to start knuckling down.
A time to stop the slacking attitude.
But is it just a little too late?
I guess I'll find the undeniable truth very soon.
Fuck.
Fucking A-Levels.
Further Mathematics , Mathematics, Chemistry and Physics.
Subjects of real cancerous nature which I have failed to truly made to become my bitch. I chose this road of thorns. I'll walk through it. But you can't stop me from moaning about it.
Deep breaths are needed, eh? Stuck in a class full of geniuses where being there just to fill up the extra box on an attendance list printed on a sheet of paper doesn't fill me with much confidence. The fear of failure is the only reason I got this far. Further than I thought. But definitely imagined it differently.
It's been a long ride for sure and I wouldn't say I won't change a single thing about this path but just like a roller-coaster ride , there is no choice but to strap myself in and hope that it ends quickly. I hope future me reading this can afford to laugh at myself.
I bid you adieu and as always good luck.
Love, Melvin.
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